Trying to stay on the right path, trying to find the right one
Trying to stay focused, even when the night comes
Even in my darkest days, I know the light comes
Thankful for the air that has been placed in my lungs
It enables me to scream out, I am who you dream about
These dudes better cut me in or else they better cut it out
Greatest of all time? Well I guess the secret’s out
These haters kill me like the grim reaper’s out
All of this drama and negativity
Makes me know that I can’t mess with you spiritually
What did I do to deserve this? Can you riddle me?
All of this common was caused by little me?
When I was focused on her, I couldn’t think straight
I just wanted to take her to the factory of Cheesecakes
Used to spend my cash so I didn’t seem like a cheapskate
You’re not cheap quality just because you’re a cheap date
Sometimes I wish my life had the ability to replay
Because this me has some messages he’d like to relay
I would tell the old me to enjoy the experience
Tell him to calm down so he doesn’t look delirious
They say, “Calvin you’re the one ruining the dynamic!”
We heard about you, we caught you red handed
Stealing hearts and stealing kisses, I made out like a bandit
Til it came crashing down, left your boy damaged.
Worried about the wrong things, thinking about Palm Springs
Sitting up late at night, wondering what it all means
Remember when you hated being with your parents during sex scenes
That’s how awkward I feel when I talk feelings
It doesn’t make sense but now a days, what really does?
Sometimes the truth can hit you hard like a Billy club
Remember when I told the homies, I never been in love
Because what I had in the current time was not enough…
But now a days, I’m trying to stay on the narrow path
If things aren’t adding up, I subtract myself, I did the math.
Protecting my energy, not dealing with the groaning…
Setting my alarm like I got church in the morning.