They say if you don’t use it, eventually you’ll lose it
Consider this the way I make sure I’m more than a nuisance
These people think they’re aggressive, but their taunts are toothless
Young, wild & ruthless, you want beef? Then I’m Ruth Chris
High quality, I’m a star just come and see
Staring at the projection of everything they want me to be
I don’t care if I fail to meet your expectations you laid out
Submitting to the demands of others is definitely played out
I’m saying now, that my mind races like Spiderman through the streets of Brooklyn
Yeah I’m cooking, I’m coaching the game like the late-great, John Wooden
They crucify, everyone’s opinions, no matter if they’re actually right or wrong
I’m righting wrongs but first, I have to actually write my wrongs
Damn girl, you’re looking like a sight for sore eyes
But eye candy can’t hold a candle to soul food and soul ties
Making changes wholesale, because I want to win, no more ties
Being way more truthful with myself, no more lies
Suicide? I don’t want to kill myself, just the old way of thinking
Been trying to distract myself from issues with way more drinking
That’s not healthy and I know I can’t continue that pace
Getting cheese, not spending it is the only way out the rat race.
Proper planning prevents poor performance, that’s the motto
Can’t win and lose my soul then the victory becomes hollow
They want me to be a role model, but I don’t want to be no model
I’m trying to break the mold, not be a blueprint for those to follow.
I might walk around with a chip on my shoulder, even after I hit the lotto
Watching over my shoulder, looking for the next debacle.
Because I’m always nervous of falling off, even before I made it yet
We making steps, they’re making threats. Who you believe? Place your bets.