They say don’t do anything if you’re gonna half ass it
That’s why my interaction with these women been going backward
They deserve better, and I’m probably not better
Will I get right? I mean, I can’t be down forever
Because I’m looking at the horizon, I don’t like the view
Ain’t nobody shock the kid like their name was Pikachu
So I disappear and reappear like I’m playing peek a boo
Drunk on love? Nah I only had a drink or 2…
I been going through the motions, working on my brand
She asked me if I liked her, like I won’t lie on the stand?
But she deserves better so I couldn’t lie again
It’s ok if we’re just buddies just don’t block me with your friend
I haven’t had my heart in it since at least summer 15
Watching nightmares come from the girl of your dreams
That took a lot out of me, I recovered but still
You don’t want to rush in the battlefield until you’re healed.
It’s easy to get disillusioned and wonder is it worth it
I wonder if I like her, she wonders if I’m perfect
And this isn’t a one way street, it goes vice versa
Tell these folks your dreams and they plot on how to murder.
You got half these people telling me to be patient
The other half equate my worth to the women I’m slaying
How I have nothing to lose and still something to prove?
Because somehow I still feel like I’m nothing to you
But honestly, I still don’t feel nothing for you
Like if I disappeared tomorrow, would you really catch the blues?
I mean, let’s be real here. My honesty is still here
Dying alone and unloved in something we all fear
But what’s the point if I don’t feel the same things
Fell asleep talking to you but another woman’s in my dreams?
That’s not fair to you and luckily I caught that
So instead of pushing forward, I had to fall back.