Now a days, it seems like everyone is talking about my actions except for me
So it figures that today, I’ll give you a status update for free
On my calendar, there is one date circled that’s May 17th
Praying that I make it to graduation before my grandma’s deceased
You don’t know what I have been through and I do it on purpose
Because complaining about tough times is inherently worthless
My life is a stage play, I hope God doesn’t close the curtains
And every girl I mention on twitter, this chick assumes I’m flirting
I don’t be boo loving, I haven’t been in a committed relationship in over 2 years
Much ado about nothing, meanwhile I’m building the courage to face my fears
If you’re scared, go to church. I honestly need to worry less and pray a little more
Life isn’t a game but we managed to be obsessed on who’s winning the score
I threw some shots, people threw shots back, I ain’t got much to be worried about
I need something to make life move slow, there’s always something I’m hurried about
Friends or enemies, where do we blur the line? Not even a broken car can stop the grind
Real world coming soon, man it’s wake up time. All this nonsense is petty, is it make up time?
Time is a valuable resource, it’s not like you can just make up time
And to every girl who woke up like this, when’s your make-up time?
Trying to get my stacks up, the things that you’re saying don’t really add up
Looking to be saved? Better call some back up, find someone to pick the slack up
Swinging for the fences, make me put the bat up, grinding all night, only me & the bat up
Get it? The bat is nocturnal, all he does is sleep during the day.
People want to make fun of my weight? That’s an easy fix so I’ll be ok.
Matter of fact, I’m already ok, matter of fact, I’m already alright.
Some people gonna be an hater all of their life, whatever helps them to sleep at night
Everybody assumes I’m creeping at night when really I just be sleeping at night
Or honestly? Probably eating at night, studying for a test, reading at night
Rumors aren’t official, most of the time, you hear them from someone with an agenda
The only time I’ll believe that Brenda had a baby is if I hear it from Brenda
Is that too hard to remember? If you let it, this life will put you in a blender
Chew you up and spit you out because some people are faker than Splenda.
Like a tall tree, we all cast shade. There’s a difference between store brand and homemade
You people can’t spot a fake friend because you’re too busy worried about fake J’s
Any other things I need to address? Oh wait, let me get some things off my chest
I’m single as a dollar bill so we can put the whole “girlfriend” rumor finally to rest.
People love to take crumbs of information and try to cook themselves a whole meal
People hear one tidbit then spread that rumor without ever hearing that whole deal
Please don’t think you know me off my tweets, my name shouldn’t been in these streets
I have no interest in the game of love because these motherfuckers playing for keeps
I mean I got a couple crushes but to be honestly, it probably won’t go nowhere
Because in a month and a half, my college career is over
And a young player got a job, oh yeah. I won’t brag about what I could be making
All my heartbreak taught me to be grateful, it also taught me to be patient.
Patiently waiting for the day that people will fall back like King James’ hairline
Tall girl with ambition? That’s so damn fine but dating in this climate is like a landmine
Better be careful and watch your step, where I’ll be in 10 years? Anyone’s guess
Anyone’s guess but I hope for the best, I know God’s got me, he told me I’m blessed.
Even though I’m a mess, mentally, physically and emotionally
Next time you’re looking for a status update, I’d prefer you approach me.